Girls! Oiiii!

do you ever just want to just tell someone to get the F*** over it ?

I am trying to organize a get-together with a whole bunch of my girlies, including girls from work and my close girlfriends. these girls are all lovely, but some of them do not get along. i thought, this would be fine, enough of us there that they wont have to fraternize. did i think wrong! i mentioned to one of the girls that Ms S was coming, and she flat out said that she is not coming if Ms S is coming. I was really suprised, this girl is not a bitchy girl, but i obviously underestimated the hate there. So what do i do?? what can i do? She has decided she is going to come, but now there are going to be two groups divided - them and us. now i am going to worry about these two causing problems, and once again i am stuck in the middle of the two. when really i just wanna tell them both to suck it up! its for a night! a night out that should be fun and everyone is looking forward to! get over your little niggly problems and SUCK IT UP! cos now i am going to worry about this and pretty much, knowing me, let it ruin my night. oh well. and people wonder why i dont have close girlfriends. guys are sooo much easier to deal with!

i guess we will see how it all unfolds on friday! wonder how much a taxi would cost from marton to home? (hee)

random meanderings

trying to access this at work... not letting me, apparently it blocks hate and profanity. hmm... must watch my language.

so my birthday came and went, finally scraped together enough money to buy my pretty skates. now the fun part, waiting and seeing if the skates fit my obnoxiously huge feet. i cant wait. i have been missing skating so much, its crazy. even though when 2pm comes around and i know im going to be skating in a hour, and i feel uninspired and just want to crawl under my duvet and hibernate, i know that if i push myself to go, i will enjoy myself tonnes.

i have seen whip it twice now. and it makes me want to learn how to roller derby soooo much more. but when i see the girls that do it now (RCRD) and them skinny, fit and fast girls flying round the tracks, i die a little inside. cos i am fat, unfit and slow and i feel i could never live up to that kind of potential.

in other news, i am now a single gal, (my choice) and i still feel like it may have been the wrong decision. i miss the boy, and feel lost and uncertain. but then thats what happens when you break up with someone. i guess i have kinda lost track of everything this year (2010, already, shit.) and i truly hope that this year will  pick up for me.

cooooo... arent they puuuurty!

and i have gone totally blank so i will end this post with.....

"Hey kid! POW!"

Cougar Town... Hee... funniest part of it unfortunately.