so my birthday came and went, finally scraped together enough money to buy my pretty skates. now the fun part, waiting and seeing if the skates fit my obnoxiously huge feet. i cant wait. i have been missing skating so much, its crazy. even though when 2pm comes around and i know im going to be skating in a hour, and i feel uninspired and just want to crawl under my duvet and hibernate, i know that if i push myself to go, i will enjoy myself tonnes.
i have seen whip it twice now. and it makes me want to learn how to roller derby soooo much more. but when i see the girls that do it now (RCRD) and them skinny, fit and fast girls flying round the tracks, i die a little inside. cos i am fat, unfit and slow and i feel i could never live up to that kind of potential.
in other news, i am now a single gal, (my choice) and i still feel like it may have been the wrong decision. i miss the boy, and feel lost and uncertain. but then thats what happens when you break up with someone. i guess i have kinda lost track of everything this year (2010, already, shit.) and i truly hope that this year will pick up for me.
cooooo... arent they puuuurty! and i have gone totally blank so i will end this post with.....
"Hey kid! POW!"
Cougar Town... Hee... funniest part of it unfortunately.
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