I'm feeling ... off today. I went to fill a prescription today and they would not give it to me, said I had already got some a week ago. I didn't. I rang up. I did not come in to receive my prescription. Fuckers. So as I was walking out of the chemist, my eyes started welling up. In the frigging mall. I wanted to bawl my eyes out. So i walked back to the car and gave the catdog a hug, letting my tears soak into her coat. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. I was watching one of those stupid videos that have all the newscasters stuffing up in some way, and i laughed so hard, I started to cry, then I could not stop crying. It is probably the time of the year, otherwise my depression is just getting worse. I dont want to be reliant on these drugs anymore. They don't work. They are not making me feel any better. And I am angry all the time, and stressed and I just dont want to be here anymore, and I am not turning up to work. I wanna cry and punch everyone out at the same time.
Rant over. Scared you yet?
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